Love Of A Lonely Man

The poem started off as a continuation of the last poem. However, I over wrote that version. It kinda went into a deadlock situation where I know the poem may never end appropriately. So I thought I could sit out on this one and then finish it at a later time. Then I thought, why would I write anything that doesn’t have a proper ending or ends up hurting the feelings of myself or anyone else? Leave the questions that came to my mind into the poem and let life in its journey through time and space encounter the answers rather than me guessing what anyone else is thinking.

Here is the Link to the Poem.

Photo by Atharva Tulsi on Unsplash

Ramadan is two nights away so there may not be another poem for a while. During last Summer, fall, and part of winter, I noted many ideas but didn’t get the time to sit and write as work held me by the throat.
The whole world praises me for my work. In all honesty, I just don’t like doing it. I never wanted to do this as a job. If I were wealthy I would have done it willingly. This is like I am forced to do many things and be unfair to myself. Kinda in a paradoxical situation.
When I was a lot younger I thought I would retire at the age of 50 and live with my family writing more and more. But realities of life like monsters struck me down again and again. It is not easy for someone who knows nothing about me to understand what I am going through. Hardly anyone ever tried to understand who I am in a world of simplicity and humility. Well, that’s what people who believe call fate. To a great extent, I don’t care, as I know this illusion of life will fade away like morning mist and the absolute reality is I accept God’s will, leaving everything as just desires.
I may write this Ramadan, but I don’t know what will I write. But I have a feeling I will write. “What is west of Westeros?” I am not thinking like that… Maybe I should look deep into the eyes of someone I want to know. If allowed, maybe, I will call myself the luckiest man alive. Let us see.

Flutter O’ Wonderful Dream.

When I was on TikTok, I met this wonderful girl who looked like a Turkish Actress. She is from Tajikistan and Lives in Moscow as a teacher. She asked me why I didn’t post any new poems. I told her my reputation with pretty girls is not super, as anyone I wrote poems about stopped talking to me. She told me to give it a try. That was the trigger.

Here is the Link to the Poem

Photo by Anna Keibalo on Unsplash

The world looks like falling apart… Well, the wonderful thing is, that time goes through space taking us along. Keep breathing and stay patient. Don’t you know Vulture Is A Patient Bird?
About my life…. boring and stuck in a hole… that’s what I can say about it. Well, what goes down will come back up… I will keep you posted.

Cuckooshka

This is a Russian song originally sung by Polina Gagrina. The kid who is performing did a remarkable job for a 7-year-old. Now that’s the first video.

Yaroslava Degtrayeva that’s the kid… now after watching the first video watch the next one

Same kid, same song… in 2024.

This shows there is hope in the future… Because music transcends culture, language, and politics. What you see talent of the future.

Monday morning thoughts

My morning throughts can be understood from these videos

To summarize
Embracing Empowerment: Three Morning Thoughts to Live By

1. Never Let the World Find Fault in You

The world is a vast and diverse place, filled with opinions, judgments, and expectations. But remember this: you are not defined by the world’s perception of you. Instead, focus on self-improvement and growth. Here’s how:

a. Self-Reflection:

  • Take time to reflect on your actions, decisions, and behavior.
  • Acknowledge your mistakes and learn from them.
  • Seek personal growth rather than seeking validation from others.

b. Authenticity:

  • Be true to yourself, even if it means going against societal norms.
  • Embrace your uniqueness and celebrate your individuality.
  • Remember that perfection is an illusion; authenticity is real.

2. Never Be a Default, Fear, or Choice

a. Default Mode:

  • Don’t settle for mediocrity or complacency.
  • Strive for excellence in everything you do.
  • Be intentional about your choices and actions.

b. Fear Factor:

  • Fear can paralyze us and prevent growth.
  • Face your fears head-on; they often hold the keys to your personal development.
  • Transform fear into courage and resilience.

c. Avoid Being a Choice:

  • You are not an option; you are a priority.
  • Set boundaries and prioritize your well-being.
  • Don’t depend on others for your happiness; create it within yourself.

3. Avoid Hurting Others

a. Empathy and Kindness:

  • Treat others with kindness and empathy.
  • Understand that everyone has their struggles.
  • Choose words and actions that uplift rather than harm.

b. The Ripple Effect:

  • Hurtful actions create a ripple effect.
  • When you hurt someone, it affects not only them but also those around them.
  • Be mindful of your impact on others.

Remember, these morning thoughts are not just words; they are guiding principles for a fulfilling life. As you navigate each day, carry these insights with you, and let them shape your interactions, decisions, and overall well-being.


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